Reborn.

Heart-ware Post

2010-03-25T17:55:00.001+08:00

, originally uploaded by yinG ♥ 93.

"You're my last, my first:)"

It has been a very intense healthcare week, from my NS medical check up, to running up and down Raffles Hospital with Dad...

Thank you to my loved ones around for being there.

Dad is recovering well from his knee cap operation and he's discharging tomorrow!

Thanks my dearest darling... You've been pretty tired too (from running up and down and all the puzzling...)

Time to work on fixed focal length shooting! My beloved 50mm lens, here I come to abuse you! Hahaha

Till then,

Kok Seng

Overdue!

2010-03-15T08:41:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Apologies for the late post! Well, have prepared a photo slideshow to share =D Finally have some time for myself after exams, NP-CIM and Project GRIN!

Till then,

Kok Seng

永远的出头天!

2010-01-14T07:42:00.000+08:00

永远等待那一天.咱一起出头天!

I'm back! Hahhaha yes, so sorry to everyone as I was cooped up with HK holidays and Open House!

Double fun!

Well, more fun coming up! CNY! Woo hoo, shan't be saying what I'm gonna do, but it will be good stuff~

As time goes by, days at NP slowly diminishes..

Where will we be tomorrow?

Let's make our mark together! =D

Till then,

Kok Seng

我有我的路..我有我和你的梦.一起抱着希望前进!

2009-12-26T09:06:00.000+08:00

So time has "moved" us to Christmas 09! And I can say it's one of the most memorable Christmas Day in my life =D

Memorable #1. Finally can share the happiness of joy with someone I'm deeply in love with.

Memorable #2. Fantastic Family Dinner with Darling, bet she had a good time listening to our family's jokes and crazy laughters!

Memorable #3. Got my first official Christmas gift at the age of 19 years old and 6 months old. Thank you =D

So next stop! Hong Kong Free and Easy 5 Day Trip. Definitely excited since it's the family's 1st Free and Easy (more stressful than planning events!) But definitely gonna miss her! (Flying back on the midnight of 31st Dec)

Hoho, so Merry Christmas Everyone! And I wish you an advanced Happy New Year!~

Will be back =D

Don't worry!

Till then,

Kok Seng

Guitars get crazy~

2009-12-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

Ah! It has been sometime since I post an entry again! Old man is pretty lethargic after 7 weeks of school! Mmm, maybe it's because of school + cca + open house +....

Oh, guess my calculations failed again. Maybe I should try and ease off at night too!

School life has been really good! This whole new bunch of super-heroes who dare to dream the same dream as me - Peace, Hope and Love. Even the way we think can be suspiciously close!

Of course, I have my darling whom also watches over me all the while, just like how we support one another. And gradually, we learn and love. =D

What else to report? Oh, I've gotten a new prime lens a month ago, and all is well! That thing is mad!

So...

Guess the next time I see 'you' over here!

Till then,

Kok Seng

D.N.A

2009-11-08T08:33:00.002+08:00

Love is in our DNA. Many chose to stick to their beloved. Well I'm one of them too =D

3 weeks of schools have flew past, and projects, cca, school stuff are piling up! But I think I'm still okay to push further!~

So last Friday marks the end of the first "major" event for the sub-comm members, they seem to be quite motivated and happy despite the whole week of hard work! Very proud of them!

And so is my beloved Darling!

So here we go!

4th Week of School. More Brain Work coming up!

Till then,

Kok Seng

Belief.

2009-10-19T18:13:00.000+08:00

Everyone has a belief, well I have mine too.

I will not convince you if I say I believe in everyone. Instead I chose to believe myself instead.

And magical things had happened.

It's first day of school (for the sixth and final time at NP), but I still have that 'freshmen-sense-of-lightness' in me, I still smile to people that I know, I still choose to greet a loud hello to the aunties at canteen 2 =D

So this semester...

Things are starting to roll in again!

Ready... JUMP! =D

After that, so... ?

2009-09-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

All right, vague title, but not that interesting blog content.... Hahhaa, I decided to wipe off some dust from this blog since it seems to be the case for the readers out there like you!

Well I don't really track how many readers are there, but I am doing my very best to write out the most 'real' side of me, don't be mistaken that I'm fake on the outside, because I am inside-out!

So... at the end of the 5th semester. Many things seem to have gone passed us too soon, too fast. In fact I hadn't have good time to reflect on the 'crisis' moments in this semester...

Yes, Uncle Lim has finally gotten an Auntie Lim after a relatively long marathon of 2 years (this is to update non-facebook fans), as for the name, I also dunno, I only remember her as you-know-who! HAHA

Yes, I am back at Full Entrepreneurship, means more fun and work for me too! =D

Yes, I am working for ITP now, relatively good stay at the company, 3 more weeks to go!

No, I have not completely stop drinking totally, but I am proud to tell you that I have reduced more than 50% of intake. Even my cousins find me ever-boring! ahhaha

No, I have not stopped listening to Mayday, it really has grown on me. Perhaps they really are the Beatles of Asia?

No, I have slimmed down. That's what my lady boss said. No finger-pointing please!

So as the night gets darker, it is yet another night... to sleep... and to anticipate... FRIDAY!

Till then,

Kok Seng

放肆爱.放肆追求梦想!

2009-08-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

There we go! Another semester has went by and its time for the periodical-crazy-fun-joyful HOLIDAYS!

Hahhaa, though I have attachment this holidays, it's still pretty fun-to-be!

Now time to clock in my camera mileage to reach 10k this year! =D

Ok, no 'ambitious but rubbish' goals!

But who cares? =D

Till then,

Kok Seng

'老'歌.

2009-08-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

夜深人静的街头.掀起旧歌曲,听到的是一种不一样的感受.

Just bought an album of covers by Khalil Fong, this album gives me a very mystical feel of Neo Jazz. Yes I know a lot of people complain about covers, somehow they don't get the original 'feeling' of the songs.

But that brilliant kid did it!

2 days of break for me at KL Grandma's House, before the exams!

Once again, stay steadfast to all the things you want to do!

Till then,

Kok Seng

你的微笑是魔法 =D

2009-08-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

Recently Mr Lim has been pretty engaged in lifestyle matters.

Apart from that, the 5th semester is ending... and as usual the exams are here!

After a pretty 'active' life for this sem, it's time to sit down and study well!~

Oh, short post, tumblr please!

Till then,

Kok Seng

八月降临!~

2009-08-01T08:31:00.000+08:00

只想托管,只想放肆,只想堕落!

It's quite some time since I last update, and hey! It's 1st of August?!

Couple of things happened in my life recently, so I've been through a couple of events like YES COM Entrepreneurship Seminar, like CIM ClearChannel Workshop as well as Entrepreneurship Forum...

Of course, things also happened in my personal life... (like waiting for my 1st kid to arrive to the world... LOL)

Not much slack to cut recently, even time to listen to discs have been reduced *drastically*... Perhaps it's time to switch back to leisure audio listening?

It's kinda sad for my camera, she (presumably, since she's like my second wife) has clocked up 8000 pics in less than 4 months old... So it's poor thing?

August has struck me so unconventionally this year, has time seem to pass too quickly? Or because I'm just plainly too *busy* to remember August anymore?

It seems I left this post with quite a number of question marks, isn't it?

Till then,

Kok Seng

不是故意学坏不是不知悔改

2009-07-17T22:20:00.000+08:00

I don't know why this verse kept running in my mind right now, it's not really I am learning the bad habits or whatsoever, but this song is about being a teenage, it's outrageous passion for things...

Passion, have we seemed to lose it with greed?

Or with boredom?

Till then,

Kok Seng

你和我. 最重要的小事.

2009-07-16T10:26:00.000+08:00

这一刻最重要的事是属于你最小的事.

世界纷纷绕绕喧喧闹闹什么是真实?

为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑买一杯果汁.

就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙活过一辈子

也要分分秒秒年年日日全心守护你.

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或许有一天会有小争吵, 但心里却还是抱着心里的小甜蜜和插曲.

当我们感觉无助时, 心里也会坚持 "至少还有你".

Till then,

Kok Seng

Work-Life Balance

2009-07-15T09:32:00.000+08:00

Talking about Balance, I finally got some good rest last night =D

Talking about Balance, I am getting a flash light for my camera =D

Talking about Balance, I think my wallet is unbalanced again!

Till then,

Kok Seng

Nutty Love.

2009-07-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

For once I thought I need to revive the blog by typing a typical-original and readable entry, thus here it is!

I am busy with quite a number of things recently, from school work to projects to CCA stuff, it's quite interesting as I really get to work with old mates and new friends.

And yes, I met a number of 'old' faces, perhaps its because we are no longer the same lecture group, and we no longer have the luxury to talk as much or crap as much, but that's all life is about, isn't it?

Yes I know, a lot of people are saying entrepreneurship is boring or slacking, but sorry! the answer is nope, the entrepreneurship students are always moving around to mingle with people from all walks of life.

But to be honest, really honest... Mr Lim is not doing a lot of tutorials, or rather, he has prioritized projects ahead of just tutorials. I am still confident since mentors also recognised the fact of datelines versus 'homework'.

Lectures are still considered the main source of knowledge, while the rest of time is spend on thinking of how to relate the projects better to the advisors.

No wonder a lot of seniors said Year 3 wasn't the same, hahaha =D

Life's good, another sense of goodness.

Till the next time I meet you face-to-face or over here,

Kok Seng

为什么拯救地球是个完美结局? 谁来拯救我的超能力?

2009-07-08T09:29:00.000+08:00

我在想这世界上,到底有没有'超人'曾经出现过?

有没有一个人曾经为世界的混乱扑上一个'外套'?

但如果有这个人存在,当他有难时, 谁为他挡风遮雨?

只要'不死心还在',没有什么叫做不可能的事情.

天空怎么没有个完美的云端呢?

Till then,

Kok Seng

属于自己的彩虹,挥霍爱人的耐心

2009-06-26T20:24:00.009+08:00

感觉自己是属于这世界的霸主, 因为感受到被爱的感动.

我发现其实最珍贵的东西,不是钱能买得到的.

很感谢她的人生第一大创作.

Till then,

Kok Seng

放肆去闯,只想得到信仰.

2009-06-22T09:30:00.000+08:00

早上起床时,就开始和时间战斗.

不知怎么,这像是一种永远不会结束的比赛...尽管人生走到尽头,也要向时间低头.

但我们还是勇敢地抗战,继续追逐,继续放肆.

抱着一种态度和信仰,只相信总有出头的那一天.

希望身边的每一个人今天起身时也能抱着希望,继续去闯!

Till then,

Kok Seng

绚丽的 DNA

2009-06-18T19:31:00.002+08:00

刚把油打满,但又累了...
可能是DNA作祟.

离开了外婆家,发觉有些事情真的变了...
孩子们也随着自己的DNA慢慢地成长.

一转眼又要过生日了...
但其实我每天都是一种不同的生日.

这也就是我自己的DNA.

Till then,

Kok Seng

意外的旅客

2009-06-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

其实有很多时候我们最需要的,是有人能够给予一种希望.

我今天也领悟一种意外的希望.

Till then,

Kok Seng

我提着简简单单的行李,要走出对你的狂恋

2009-05-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

快乐的时光总是过的特别快.. 但也算不错,能和自己喜欢的人在一起是一种享受!

我该说自己已经很满足了...

提着行李,往下个目的地前进!

19岁的降临...继续放肆地挥霍青春. Happy BIRTH day!

Till then,

Kok Seng

今天天空是快乐的.

2009-05-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

最近身边总有些不顺心的事情发生, 身边的人经常都有那种'发泄'的现象..

当心爱的人离去,你会想到的,是什么?
当发生意外时候,你会要做的,又是什么?

其实同一片天空在遮盖着我们,他不会偏袒谁...

这也证明其实我们应该'看开点'...

但我们又有什么时候做到呢?

请继续相信自己,相信明天会更好,因为天空是快乐的.

Till then,

Kok Seng

离别之前,再次送给彼此一种温柔

2009-05-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

聆听着一首老歌,五月天'00 的<<雨眠>>

其实每次见到心里总是想着的人,会有一种莫名的感动和喜悦.

就像一个小孩,当他看到了下班回来的父亲, 会突然很开心,很快乐~

离别之前我们是否会后悔没有珍惜过从前的一切?

我想对人来说,其实应该想象曾经握在手中的温柔.

为什么我们总能够把坏的事情想得那么坏呢?

温柔,其实比任何遗憾来得深,不是吗?

Till then,

Kok Seng

灵魂能有多重?

2009-05-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

一种米养千种人,同时也造就了很多不一样的故事.
因为这学期不是很忙,所以很多时间遐想...

也因为身边的朋友也都到了和自己不同的选修,因此无法再享受很多交谈的场景.
其实有点怀念那种感觉的,但也因如此,结交了很多钱买不到的友谊...

昨夜一口气呐喊了很多五月天的经典.
感觉还蛮痛快的...

Da La La La Da La La La...我有我的路,我有我的梦,总有那一天,总有那一天.
<<"咸鱼">>

Till then,

Kok Seng

永远等待那一天咱可当出头天.

2009-05-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

夏天的日落特别地不一样, 仿佛就像人的心情一样舒畅, 微笑也特别迷人.

当生活多出一种弥漫的天色,我们也应该看的更广...因为生命不可能一辈子只有一种苦色.

亲爱的人类,请继续相信明天是美好的!

艳丽的芬芳

永存的华丽

喧闹的小街

风华的代表

城市的街角

太阳的朝落

简单的美丽

未知的天空

复杂的天色

快乐的欢笑

三代的如烟

Till then,

Kok Seng

We've Only Just Begun.

2009-04-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

Suddenly has this urge to hymn this song... Perhaps it's all about times in our life~

With all the ramblings around in school and in the society, it makes me think whether should we regret too much and work lesser?

Look at it at a totally different perspective, the world is changing. But some things won't change.

I saw the quote on Mayday's Album that really strikes me.

<<坚守着我们心中尚未崩坏的地方>>

Have you succeeded today?

Till then,

Kok Seng

卸下了武装, 然后呢?

2009-04-28T11:42:00.000+08:00

早上在巴士里想想,怎么最近时间那么难过?

我经常都会和朋友说,放开一点去看事情,这样也不会让自己太过对不起自己这些话...可是当事情发生在自己的身上时,却又手无寸铁地面对,有点太失落和无助的感觉.

当身边少了很能干的左右手,真的有点辛苦,觉得每件事情都很难办到.有两年的时间没有这种颓废...自己埋怨,为什么一切都要重新再来?

但其实这也是一种考验, 因为这才是真正的社会, 因为这才是你会在外领悟到的一些经验.

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写完了这行字,时间继续转动,人生继续无助,悲哀的歌曲继续播放.

Till then,

Kok Seng

IBSM 2009

2009-04-26T16:46:00.007+08:00

IBSM 2009- Remix-ed from Kok Seng Lim on Vimeo.

A Day before school restarts.

2009-04-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

Had enough rest and listening of music to recharge my battery before Recruitment Drive kicks off together with the reopening of school...

So what else have we missed out recently? Well, other than busy reporting for meetings and stuff, I am doing a lot of random shots these few days, particularly at home, practising how to use the various modes...

I am missing my vocals, I feel like shouting, I feel like exercising my throat once again!

So, being a very proactive person, I decided to showcase some shots I've made so far. Free to comment! =D

This is the day after I've just landed on Singapore.

I've got this Shiraz from DFS as well.

Pig face KS.

Pig face KY.

My loyal headphone that I use at home.

One of the CDs that I am listening frequently.

My 'cousin'- MDC!

Tonic Water drinkable only at night.

My mom decided to bring out this old lad after 15 years hiatus.

Look, Standard!

This is that company during the days...

Mom busy with the needlework, Brother busy looking at the instrument.

One of the shots I took at Esplanade Roof Top, while waiting for meeting.

Mom using the 'tech' component after its back from servicing.

At the dinner, Mom's motherly look.

Sister just got this disc from Parkway. Looks moody for me.

Orchids.

In-house specialty at work.

Acting serious? Haha

That's all for now folks! School will reopen tomorrow! =D

Till then,

Kok Seng

Missions- Accomplished!

2009-04-15T09:10:00.000+08:00

It has been a very fruitful week, first off, the gals have managed to pull off a successful clique celebration of Ms Tan's birthday! I am sure it is not the end of the team though all of us are moving into different specialisation?

Then, I managed to do something 'surprising' with help of the MC squadron, muahahaha, must say thank you to someone, and that is REBEKAH! It's the first time I am giving such a surprise to a friend that I have known for 2 years long~

Next up, CIM Recruitment Drive, is going to start on the 20th, till 21st. Though it's a short 2-day period, but many plans have to be undergone previously to keep the drive running as smoothly as possible. Yes, we still have many small details pending, but I think the whole committee will be strong together! Cos we are ain't no other =D

All right, the next to-be-accomplished is the IBSM Research~ Yet again we meet new member and leader! But I am sure that we will complete this assignment easily =)

As for myself, I would like to accomplish one of my hobbies, that is photography! I realise my dream of jamming with others would be quite impossible in the coming year since most of the times we can't get together because of schedule difference?

But it's not all over yet, plans are undergoing and a new project is coming. The code for that is M10.

Come on, start guessing =)

Till then,

Kok Seng

爱的可信度.

2009-04-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

我读过一个文章, 故事里的女主角和男主角是一对恋人.
他们都很相爱着对方, 但都很担心, 害怕对方.

但因为在一起的时间越久, 就更加难以告诉彼此真正的想法... 连说分手的勇气也没有.

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我在想, 就算他们到了最后在一起了, 他们会真的感觉到所拥有的快乐吗?

如果两人相爱却害怕受挫, 他们的花是否会盛开?

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感情需要互相付出,互相耕耘,互相收获.
哪怕是有天大的危机, 只要两人的心是一致, 危机也都会是一种美好的回忆...不是吗?

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希望每个人的爱情, 能活得很勇敢和坚定!

Till then,

Kok Seng

Project 19

2009-04-12T18:50:00.000+08:00

Project 19, as the name suggests, 19... 19 gifts for someone who is 19-to be this year... But what is really the 'story' behind this Project?

This Project's 'aim' is to have fun, and remember that we are now Year 3 students.

Yeah right, the real aim, is for me, to express my utmost feelings to someone. I just want the birthday to be as touching and memorable as possible.

Well, did it suceed?

I think only photos can justify the whole story =D

1st surprise- 19 Wishes, 17 Quotes, 16 Memories and 15 ways of Happiness

2nd Surprise- 18 Sweets

Short buffer before lunch is served.

Very feminine, one of my favourite shots.

14 hairclips, enough to keep your hair pretty~

13 Chorus to keep lonely days away~

Ok la, have a short buffer also, hehe.

Not bad right? After 'all' gifts were given... Except...

Our No.1 present. =D

The 4 Growing Up Ladies~

Makan Cake Session~

'Shiok' Sign~

10 Photos~

Finally, can I end with this? LOL

Till then,

Kok Seng

After a week back in Singapore....

2009-04-11T08:44:00.000+08:00

I am still quite in a busy mode... Busy with the video for IBSM, working hard to sort out details for Recruitment Drive of CIM...

But guess what? A meeting with the advisor fall in so unduely with Wei Bin's Birthday...

What am I supposed to do? Skip the meeting? Skip her birthday?

Did some shooting yesterday with the people I met.

Busy with talking- Jhawn

Decided to take a break at McCafe after meeting.

Till then,

Kok Seng

A quiet start with a happy ending = IBSM

2009-04-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

I've always hated camps, because I don't like to sleep in tents.

International Business Study Mission seemed like a camp. But seriously it isn't.

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Day 1 seems the most sentimental in terms of departure from family & friends, a lot of the guys and gals of IBSM looked really teary at the customs~ But they didn't really know what was waiting for them ahead in the 12 days...

Other than company visits, we do have quite an amount of free time on our own! Especially after 7pm, I always see a lot of peeps moving around in cliques and grab food, visit the shopping havens and resting well =D

But what made it so special about the trip?

It is the dynamics of the people. It is how they look at things together. It is how they cooperate. It is how they treat one another- the friendly and candid faces, but serious when they are required!

It is also the open-ness the 2 lecturers give to the 35 students. They allow the students to move freely. They set the room-checks every night as late as possible. They can joke with us easily. They contribute to the success to the trip!

The tour guides played hard and well too. Ensuring the students get sufficient rest on the bus before the next stop. Making sure that everyone fills their stomach before we all leave the restaurant. Guides the students to good eating and shopping places~

So, let the pictures speak of everything.

Particularly, I wish all the limelight can be given to this one!

Looks good?

There are still many happy endings to look forward to!

Till then,

Kok Seng

一把吉他,一个被完成的梦想.

2009-03-20T10:29:00.001+08:00

曾经遗忘过它. 曾经就想放弃它. 这个梦想在今天(20/3) 完成了.

在未来还有很多未完成的梦和事情等待我们去发掘.

很多时候, 我都在想, 为什么每个人....

Because of good blog response, I decided to type in English. LOL

Well, results came out. Not really unexpected...But also not as surprising!

I have achieved the goal of 4.0

Finally, and our miss tan wei bin is so kay poh..

LOL

JUMP!

Till then,

Kok Seng

有谁又会自认自己曾经太年轻?

2009-03-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

我们都向往对方能多点任性, 因为这只会代表着我们看起来跟其他恋人有种一样的相信.

相信着, 彼此是一种永恒.

就像是天上的行星一样, 永远脱离不了月亮.

有时候我们也希望暗淡如黑夜的心情多一点, 或许是觉得世界太过理所当然, 而遗忘了曾经坚持的幸福.

相信着, 彼此是一种奢侈.

就像是抒情的诗人一样, 一直都和稿纸相伴.

能够在一起是一种幸福, 有时就不应该选择去猜疑, 反而应该去享受恋爱的每一个过程.

给世界上所有拥有恋爱滋味的人,

不要再后悔已经失去过的昨天! 因为明天永远是会更加重要的!

Till then,

Kok Seng

你不是真正的快乐.Ring Ring

2009-03-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

你不是真正的快乐你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧却像阁着银河难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了还要被惩罚呢能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻

重新开始活着.

This set of lyrics kept ringing in my ears lately. Particularly the last chorus...

Perhaps I just need to shout it all out.

Just like what Mayday did.

Till then,

Kok Seng

选择属于我们的东西

2009-03-11T07:57:00.000+08:00

属于我们的东西, 到底是什么?

对,我们有个属于自己的家人,自己的私人空间,自己圈子里的朋友,还有属于自己的爱人.

但是如果一切都瞬间消失... 如果世界末日即将到来, 我们1要怎么样捍卫这些东西?

有很多时候, 就想着, 就希望, 能多点时间陪伴这些东西...

但, 我们真的有成功做到吗?

我们只好珍惜现在所拥有的一切...
同时希望世界永远不会末日.

Kok Seng

7-11. Isn't really convenient.

2009-03-08T19:42:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I find that 7-11 isn't really convenient afterall.

Especially when you can't find that thing you're looking for.

It's been more than a week since I saw her last time.
Can the time pass even faster this week so that I can see her soon?

But, would she feel tired if she sees me every single day after that?

Haha, do you get the point? Sometimes you just can't buy a time machine that easily from 7-11.

Plenty of misses and joy~

Till then,

Kok Seng

When all roads end and meet.

2009-02-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday marks the end of Year 2, or at least, 98% of our 2nd Year at Ngee Ann is gone...

So, what's so special to remember fondly about?

Actually.... Plenty.

We witness how we grew up ourselves, by looking at photos we took 2 years ago and a recent photo we had. I, for one, can guarantee you that many of us have grew up. There's no figures about how much you have matured or whatsoever. Because this kind of growth is personal.

We acknowledged one and other's existence. 2 years from the start of the polytechnic journey, we more or less know of one another. To those we know vaguely, we greet one another with a beautiful smile. To those we know very well, we can either hug or grab his/her hands like lost friends in 1st contact after 10 years or for me personally, I will say something related to him/her. For example, like Olivia Tay, it would be something like, "Have you gotten her dose of Korean Drama last night?"

We found ourselves good friends/ cliques/ 'gangs'/ jie-mei/ brothers. Didn't you? One good example, look at Ming Kai's clique, a bunch of people who are dynamically look-alike, where you get the lovable faces when you look at them.

We found that someone who gives that special touch and love, at least for some la! Others got good friends, so don't be jealous! Heaven is fair in many ways!

We managed to storm through 4 semesters, 20 main Business Studies modules and at least 6 elective modules. Don't you feel so proud of yourself? It's only a year to graduation! For the guys, we need to serve and do the nation proud and for the gals, they need to learn more culinary lessons to cook good food for their boyfriends/ 'husband'/ and family.

So, at least we have had these experiences! Below are my personal dedications, though I know I can't type individually too much. But at least here are the people that I want to thank and express my gratitude to:

Marcus Chan and Friends: Please please please, keep that kind of creative marketing skills your guys have! You guys have the most diversified group of team members, happy to see that it has been excellent work done by you guys who are professionals in last minute work. I will ask you guys to help me think of a design for my room a day before construction starts. HAHA, Stacy don't worry much, the boat will be straight when it reaches the jetty (It's a direct chinese translation: 船到桥头自然直!)

Joeline and Friends: This is one of those jie-mei 'gangs' in school, but not bad, the guys still quite 'man-ly' after semesters with them! I don't really have a lot of direct contact with you all, but I can see that there's a lot of chemistry between you all! Good job! Keep that kind of bonds you all have! Oh ya, to Carmen, I got a set of your IEF revision notes from Mr Benedict, you ever thought of teaching in drawing classes? Plain and nice drawing, I can't draw well with my messy writing skills. =(

Ming Kai and Friends: Bravo-simo, one of those kind of must-go-toilet-together cliques! Thought of playing football and come up with something like MK Friends United in S-league? I want to be one of your sponsors. Hehe! To Teck Hui, please get married soon, I need to finance my own too! HAHA, and to Francis, don't smoke too much, and to 'copycat' Monkey Chun Lai, keep up the good work in not copying!

Aik Leong and Friends: Thank you for all the rides and 'jokes'! It was a good experience because I felt I was back to secondary school days where there are only all guys! Muahahha, rock hard, especially Mr Leong, since you want to venture in Thailand. Darius Kok, please WOW now, if not ITP starts, your WOW becomes un-wow!

Wilson and Friends: My no.1 must-study group! It's really heartening and motivating to see the group of you all! Because it only means one thing, that is, Perserverance is the key to success! I really salute you all for the burning motivation in the eyes of you all. To Hui Hui, don't dye too much hair, because they are already coming out without being dyed white! HAHA, to Wilson, I need your help in all this music stuff when if one day I made my way to come up with a band? Any band la, choir also can. Muahahha.

Rico and Friends: I don't know what to say about you all. Cos this Rico must be crazy DOTA-ing and blasting music. But for the sake of others, I will write! (See, where to get this kind of friend???) So, I know you guys are another Geylang-United clique, everything must do together! I spotted a number of group photos you all had taken recently, a number of friendly faces... Please come to Entrepreneurship because we want you all. HAHA, to Jhaun, CIM stuff pending huh?

Ai Ping and Friends: At this stage, I can see, another 80% big girls team, I was wondering, why couldn't we have more guys grouping together compared to you gals grouping so much more??? Anyway, Ai Ping could you convey this message to your clique that, enough of photos. Because you all take so many photos, so many different patterns, how you expect me to recognise who is who??? What if I want to come up with a photo album with all the cliques in BS? Which one you want me to pick! Nvm, must be because you all are taking different options that's why! Stay Real ladies, keep staying real!

So, please pass this around to your own friends to say that I've mentioned them before! I may not know your names, but at least faces can recognise!

Till the next time we meet as a big family, BS group 2.2, which is the GRADUATION Night.

From the author,

Kok Seng

情歌. 轻轻哼着. 哭着.笑着.

2009-02-22T18:31:00.000+08:00

Who says love songs don't create problems for us?

Sometimes we listen to them and we start crying, at least for me.
Sometimes we yearn to sing it to others, and when we start singing them overselves, we find it hard to utter the words out.
Sometimes we want to listen to these songs casually, but they always make us look like a fool.
Sometimes we choose to forget them, but as a matter of fact, they want you to be their audience.
Sometimes you listen to them as a group, it makes you feel sweet.
Sometimes we just want to listen to them, and make them the only song of the day.

It's not the artistes who are at faults, because they are only in charge of singing them well.

The fault lies in the lyrics.

Don't believe me?

Listen to the song I posted.

Till then,

Kok Seng

用力抱着. 坚持的信念.

2009-02-19T09:52:00.000+08:00

I've failed myself a number of times. But each time when I got up, I told myself that I would be stronger.

Perhaps that's what we should have in life;
plenty of chances,
many challenges,
limited success, and unlimited failures.

Because in failures we learned of the hard way and picked up better!

So, let's work hard to keep failing! And utmost, keep learning!

Till then,

Kok Seng

With 10% sales lost, there is still 90% chances out there!

2009-02-07T10:15:00.031+08:00

Indeed, it seems that sometimes I do need some motivation talk. And this time round, I can say being in CIM- NP Student Chapter is the right choice made.

This week was like a 5-day non-stop dance track, except the beats were beaten by footsteps, and the singing is done by presentation,discussion,presentation again. In actual fact this is what happened,
Day 1- PMKT presentation, I was terribly sorry for my wrong plot. We could have done better. Points have been taken.

Day 2- IEF Tutorial and Lecture. It's the 2nd last tutorial and last lecture. That means Auntie Koh will miss us, that also means we will be seeing Miss Wong next week 8 hours for tutorial make-ups!

Day 3- BCOMM eportfolio presentation, a short 3 minutes, pretty much took me 3 hours to make sure it looks good. Overall good job, it was also interesting to see Ms Lee being much wiser in selection of slots to discuss than before. Had our consultation for SOM later the day. Had lunch before that at Alumni. CIM meeting after that, ended at 6.15pm.

Day 4- Bahasa Indonesia written test, listening test, and role play. Ended to be quite risky, but it paid off especially since I was too tired on Wednesday to cover for the written test. No more 8am classes, nice! =D
Crashed Green Vision class to do CIM slides, had a tea break at makan place for $2 kopi-bread-egg set.

Day 5- Big day. real BIG. Came to school at 8.15am, waited for the host and emcee, started practising and had bcomm at 11. Had a duck with class for lunch, spent time laughing out about Ai Ping's duck, and Zhen Ling's Wo Ai De Ni. Wahahahaha. CIM Dialogue went on with no hiccups and everyone was happy about it! Tutors were impressed too =D

It was supposed to be End of Year 2 title, but we have 8 hrs together on Tuesday. So, let's jump!

Till then,

Kok Seng

NIU YEAR LOVE

2009-01-30T21:04:00.017+08:00

Wahahah, this post has been late! But this year's CNY is none of the ordinary...

Because my Dad went to KL with us.
Because the whole family enjoyed this budget flight
Because I enjoy drinking and gambling
Because I love my relatives
Because I never forget happiness
Because I need to recharge before exams
Because I need to save more for the rainy days! =D

Nonetheless, PMKT ppt should be more or less done, after several revisions. Problem is we may need more than 20 minutes?

Hahaha, Year 2 is coming to an end. And I'm planning for a trip, a birthday and a concert =)

Till then,

Kok Seng

Number #348

2009-01-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

原谅我飞, 曾经眷恋太阳~~

Sometimes we just hope for the best.
Sometimes we just wonder whether will there be a kind soul there offering help to us?

BCOMM was sentimental. I felt emotional, particularly to that lesson on that day... It's really good to see that I've been successful in motivating people to think and clap.

Sometimes what we want, is just a smile.
We just want to seek approval of another through a way.

It's coming to the end of the road for Year 2. I'm going to miss the great people, moments and things I've encountered during the year.

Listening to the songs by Cheer, it's clear that she has found an even better way to express herself... Her latest album just seem to have so much more soul than the previous.

Finally, PMKT is almost done and left with some editing and creativity stuff! And yes, rehearsals as well.

I'm going to make the class to take pictures with Granny Kathryn.

Meanwhile, hang on there everyone~

Till then,

Kok Seng

若是我有一百万.

2009-01-16T12:01:00.000+08:00

一百万! 我该怎么去运用呢?

如果世界也给每个人100万个机会, 那该多好?

其实,机会是没有限制性的. 机会不会多给你一个人.

它等着你去争取,去珍惜!~

但我们也不该滥用它...

记得, 勇敢地摇滚吧!

Kok Seng

一念之间, 错与对的战斗

2009-01-15T14:39:00.001+08:00

很多时候, 我们都会在一念之间, 败给自己.
他们都说,输赢并不重要,但想一想, 若真的没输赢之分, 我们会不会一样拼命?

刚离开了一阵, 到咖啡店点了自己喜欢的咖啡.无糖.无奶.
走在街上,人人都朝我看... 我脸上有东西吗? 我就是喜欢黑色的上衣,有问题吗?

喜欢与不喜欢, 快乐和不快乐, 对和错...
我发现,原来都是你一时做的决定所导致的后果.

然而,我们也不应该太执着, 有时候想得越多, 烦恼更多.

要懂得平衡, 该放纵时就拼命. 反正,就是要懂得取舍.

Do the Right Things in the Right Time.

Don't do Bad Things in the Wrong Time.

如果真的错了,就要勇于认错. 因为逃避是懦夫的行为.
如果你觉得自己是对的, 那也应该考虑到身边朋友的心情.

他们不舒服,你也不会好过.

Till then,

Kok Seng

Sight. Sigh.Wednesday~

2009-01-14T09:52:00.000+08:00

Seriously, this topic for her is too dry. Blink your eyes in 0.3 seconds.

Sigh, Formula 1 Racing is going to be so boring, with reduced speeds, higher downforce... The only thing that I'm looking forward is how many cars will really use KERS in the opening race and find out how much the difference of speed it is...

It's even blue-er when my tutor doesn't understand one of my points during discussion... Hmm, rare issue there?

To be continued soon during the day.

Till then,

Kok Seng

One-by-one

2009-01-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

It's good to see most of my classmates hyped about CNY and cheering our Granny Kathryn...

Let's hope Mdm Tan will be happier and more cranky as ever... past 2 weeks is so unlike her...

On the other hand, one-by-one, we are clearing another project, makes me even more wanting to go over everything again!

Perhaps I'm just too comfortable with the groups I'm in right now, and so happy that I lost in the paradise~~~

Tra La La, we are approaching end of January within 19 days...

Many more fun moments ahead!

Till then,

Kok Seng

Not a Routine Update.

2009-01-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

It's been a pretty tiring weekend. I have spent most of the time this week going through the Credit Crunch, thinking of ways to entice the tutor to read on the report...

Hahaha, went blog hopping the past 15 mins, have seen most of the normal reactions and special moments in life happening to friends around us. It's good to see people making other people feeling that they are important to them. It's even heartening to see a lot of people are having some good moments in their life!

Of cos there do have some bitter minutes in some days, but somehow when we do look back, these few minutes actually say alot of things that we have overlooked, ie. your strengths and weaknesses.

I've been thinking about several things recently. The most frequent is, how flickle-mindedness I really am.

You see, I do a lot of internet surfing and look around forums, be it audio or photography. But I can't have too much spare cash in my pocket. If that's the case, I would start cracking hard, thinking what to buy next on my shopping list. When I already got what I want, I start to think of buying the 2nd item on the list....

It's just like how I changed my mobile phones previously, around 1 year ago where I bought that iPhone of mine and got stuck there ever-after.
Perhaps I should just get the higher end of the audio and photography equipment and end the story. But all this needs money.

So, I've agreed to myself that money would be important,,at least for me till I retire 50 years later.

The other thing that I've thought of is studies. MDC asked me on Friday, 'Why aren't you scoring the highest marks in the class?' I didn't stumbled on that question, but I asked myself another question, 'So what if it's the highest?'

I replied saying, 'No point.'

Then the past 2 days I've been thinking, and even now, I'm still thinking. Have I lost all that motivation when I started off my poly life? Or is it things have changed so much that I have neglected studies?

No, I didn't neglect studies. It's just plainly, 'So what if I got the highest score? So what if I can get the best score of 4.0?' There is plainly no full explanation of how I felt over studying. Maybe it's because I've always been trying to do my best. Maybe it's because I've already gave my best and this is the furthest it can bring me to.

I've never felt this feeling before. It is just like, 'I want more than just studies.' and 'I don't want to feel left out after classes end.'

I need to relieve some of this psychological pressure from myself. It's just too restrictive that I can't breathe properly. It also affects my replies towards my friends. Because I am always too perceptive on certain things and people, I get a feeling that my replies disturb my friends. It's just not normal!

Enough of myself. Talk about my class, this class is really fanatic... We have Korean Fans, Obasan Fans, Hongkong Fans, Primers-die hards, Photography Fans and the Social-Democrats...

Almost everyone of them have their own unique hobby and character, it really makes the class more fun and exciting. We always have punters around, looking for bets set by me. The ordinary gambling game we play is called 'Guess-and-Win $5 for your Dinner'.... It's good to see that many overwhelming responses =D

Although they still are made up of small groups, it's good to see that they help each other and try to contribute well to the class. We also tried changing some of the classmates habit, like try to sit closer to the lecturer and not towards the rear end... it really improves the grades if you notice well enough!

So, it's 2.05 am in the morning and the whole family is sleeping well with no snores tonight...

Farewell and till the next update... Have a Good Weekend ahead!

Till then,

Kok Seng

摇滚的热血!

2009-01-07T09:37:00.000+08:00

The Group has been formed. I can feel that the dynamics of this Group is strong enough to keep the whole business moving.

Of course, old blood is still there, but they are truely experienced. No one would be able to succeed them well within 10 years time.

But after 10 years, who knows?

The leader has been rebirth.

Till then,

Kok Seng

09 Reflection.

2009-01-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

Yes it's a New Year, 2009 to be precise. I got this feeling to write reflections from MDC's Blog.

Fine, so let's start:
- This year has its good and bad moments. Some good moments would be like my Birthday, where the whole lecture group celebrates together, then the ECD Bazaar and School Sales, not the first time selling at the booth. But a different kind of experience... Bad moments, yes they do exist. I'm still too different in terms of managing my relationship with my friends and family. I still need to cultivate better anger management. Perhaps I'm too stern towards my siblings?

- You know I've like you since .... But it's okay we remain as friends for now. But do pin some hopes for me if there is. (What reflection is this!)

- I've burst my Budget. I need to start saving again and spend again, so that we can keep the economy going! Students can now spend more on food with the new Canteen. Anyway, I've spent my Budget on the Technological Sector. This year shall be on Vintage.

- My sisters are now Secondary 3. They are older and wiser. Kok Seng, loosen up a little will ya?

- I'm going to get my license by the EOY. If not, at least Class 3 first. Class 4 can wait. Let my Dad suffer a year more. Hehe. =D

- I'm 18. Puberty stops at 18. I wish my foot stops growing, because I had to shop for a pair of fitting shoes for a year since my old one broken off.

- My camera is still working well, it has gave me tons of photos to print out. Just that I didn't have time to send it for printing. Leaving a $100 budget with this printing service.

- I need to visit Malaysia soon. Missing a lot of relatives there.

Till then,

Kok Seng

人生的100种表情.

2008-12-31T13:19:00.002+08:00

酸甜苦辣的人生.大快乐.小快乐.大悲伤.小遗憾.温暖的拥抱.微笑的道别.哀愁的表情...

100种.哇塞!

Yes, I'm back from my 8-day Taiwan trip! And it's so interesting that you want to stay and go all over again.

It's true that it's tiring. But it's ever true that you learnt things that you won't ever find out in lecture halls and tutorial classrooms. It's just like I learn thru direct exchange of information from lecturer to student in class, but in Taiwan, I see a lot of the 'open' and 'hidden' stuffs.

I shall keep all these talking to the end of this entry...

Day 1- We reached Tao Yuan International Airport, 1-hour trip to the city of Taipei. I stalled immediately... Woah, 1 hour trip there, it's like from my house to school... Then as the tour leader revealed further with him saying 3.5 hours bus trip each day. I immediately smiled because it means lots of sightseeing in all sides of Taiwan!

But no, it wasn't true on Day 1 since we already spent 4.5 hours in the plane rotting~ Haha =D It was lotsa fun though on 1st day. We went to the spectacular Taipei 101, then the Discovery Taiwan Muesem and guess where the hotel was situated at! It's at Xi Men Ding (西门丁), which is a shopping heaven. A lot of youngsters there and it's like a full naturally air-conditioned and extended 4 times the size of our normal Bugis Street.

Dark clouds moving around Taipei 101 Building.

I've slanted my back that I got backache the whole night! Still can't shoot the complete 101.

I give up. I shall take this smaller Christmas Tree as evidence. =D

Enjoying the "chillness"~

The entrance of Taiwan Discovery Centre. Right beside 101.

This is a picture of how Taiwan transformed...

Salute the Mayors of Taipei!

My camera just don't like to squeeze 101 into the picture. It's the best picture we could get.

Day 2- 6.30am morning call. But I woke up at 5.45 to start wash up because of my 'zoom-zoom' brother, who spends more time than me, even when I tried to hold up the washroom as long as I could. We DIY-ed our own tea-smoked eggs and our own 烤地瓜炉 as well as Doraemon's Bamboo Plane (aka 竹青蜓). And, sleeping in a penthouse-styled lifestyle room. It feels so like home and spacious enough for 2 Queen beds! Best room ever over the 8 days.~

Trying to be artistic, we will be staying in this hotel on Day 3 too. No moving of big luggages to the bus today!

First Destination before leaving Taipei City, 自由广场

3 Magnificent Buildings, 1 XL-size Entrance, Family without beloved cousin =(

Bingo, 2 of the 3 buildings is the Concert Hall and National Theater of Taiwan.

Grin, that's the National Concert Hall~

Parking Lot and Toilet Entrance down the stairs.

Yawn, start to DIY our own tea-smoked eggs~

Ta da, from pale white eggs like under-nourished to 'smoked' eggs.

Our sister got a prize for having the best tea-smoked eggs out of the 8 groups!

Look how stringent is it!

Erm, I kinda make use of the macro mode to take this picture =D

That's the name of this nice place!

Our way to the destination of the day, 头城农场

Reached the Farm, unloaded the goods, moving down to meeting area~

Our instructor at the farm briefing everyone.

One of their vegetable farms, plus the lighting, warming enough to keep us walking the whole farm.

菜飘香. 真够香~

Farmers wannabe =D

Cows of the Farm, 小明明, baby of 志明与春娇~ 志明 on the right

Ah, Samurai! Our Hero~~

Poems of the Cow.

Countryside with a modern stint.

Wishing Tree. I shan't speak about my wish.

I told you this room is spacious!

Wee... To be continued.

Till then,

Kok Seng

JUMP!

2008-12-22T11:52:00.001+08:00

带着青春, 让我们JUMP!

Taiwan Here I Come!~~~

Blog will be left alone for more than 7 days. Poor thing. Empathise please!

KS

离开不是真正快乐的地球表面.

2008-12-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

五月天这两首看来没什么连带关系...但其实,有的!

一首在歌颂着青春期的快乐, 另一首却在叹息后青春期的快乐难以得到.

快乐有时侯显得很渺小,很甜蜜, 就算是那短短的5 分钟的时间. 那种快乐更让人觉得是一辈子的.
有些快乐, 不管你在怎么努力的追寻, 它也都只是表面的快乐. 得到的, 也不算是完整的.

我想说的是, 趁自己能活着, 尽管有多委屈, 也请你享受微妙的开心事.

不论是什么人,都有快乐的权利.

KS

Term Break Number 4

2008-12-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

Why no.4? Because, it's already the 4th sem! And we have gotten a discount from the school to have an additional week of holidays! So good bargain! hahahha, longer breaks help. Thanks to the management who made them possible.

So, it's a break, and we are supposed to rest! Well I can't deny I'm having a break (especially hogging up with my PS3 from 10am to 4pm! Hehe). But we still gotta get some stuff going, with regards to the progress of the projects all those.

Being a good leader (don't mutter anything here please), I've scheduled everything to end before Christmas! See! Where to find such an understanding person? Okay, shall stop flattering myself, but it's a truth that we need to be synchronised in terms of the team's progress.

It's been hard on myself that I felt lost right after the last Common Test paper. I suddenly felt like an ABC student. Aim****,Brain**** and Clue****. Pardon my asterisks, I wanted to protect copyright for my dearest lecturer =D

Anyway, it's been a few days after the PMKT paper, and I guess I haven't had enough of the holidays. That's why my secondary school K-gang has an outing tmr! To our territorial Marina Square for a K-Box session! Man, it's been almost 2 years without a proper K-Boxing Session. I'm serious, the last time I went there was after the Os, where most of us couldn't even sit through the whole session and sing as one, consider we face that much of stress =DD

Ah, and yes, the class is having a mini gathering session, it's mini because I couln't get the Primers to quit going their Camp and we will terribly miss them (I'm sure!) On an even joyful note, it's less than 20 days to a new year.

I can't wait for everything to happen! IBSM shortlist, ITP, and the start of the final year in school.

And all this are coming right after the end of this year!

Hope this is a proper post =D

Till then,

Kok Seng

我们真在默默地寻找... 我们的另个世界.

2008-12-04T21:27:00.007+08:00

夜里我们苦睡  期待明日是阴天
刚泡好的咖啡  变成淡淡的滋味

我似乎还在沉睡想象少了拥抱的昨天

公车上的搭客盼望下个空座位
没说好的绝对  也都无所为

相信总有那一天被遗忘的时间会从淀

世界不会变愿望也不会实现
世界不会变恶梦也不会灵验
世界不会变但希望还在人间
世界才会变因为你说了再见

那一天的眼泪
那一段回味
都只有惭愧

我们默默地寻找我们的另个世界.

KS

Believe that it will happen.

2008-12-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it just takes a small effort for you to continue believing...

Hence I will continue believing.............

The belief continues.

What's the fuzz about? Sing to the D.A.R.K. (not dawn hehe)

2008-11-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

The fuzz is... today we broke a record. We started working on it at 2pm....

then we continue working... someone was pestering me to buy food, infact, not just ONE.

so it was 5.30pm, that someone had to leave...

Poor team-mates, continue doing... people sleeping halfway...then wake up to fight the battle...

one-by-one....

we fix it... Did we finish the whole thing in the end???

I miss ....

Did we? or did we not?

8.19pm... Record broken!

For the first time, I did a project as the sky turns from BRIGHT BRIGHT...

to BLACK BLACK...

"we do from sky bright bright to sky black black"

our version of sing to the dawn.

enjoy loving bcomm people, imagine.

Till then,

Kok Seng

曾经被遗忘的过去, 就让我们疯狂的回味.

2008-11-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

Watched the 45th anniversary of Mediacorp, brought back lots of happy memories.

Sometimes I wished we can turn back time and do things once again... and watched how things unfold again...

So... to look at things that were once on your hands...

You've got to stay on here and finish listening to this song!

Take the time to think of the happy memories. And be thankful for all those lessons and teachers that have given their best.

Thank your friends, your family and your gf/bf for being there....

Seize the day!

Till then,

Kok Seng

(Classics gave me a sense of homecoming =D )

Pricky Throat

2008-11-22T09:39:00.000+08:00

Bleah, guess I've overloaded... and now my throat is killing me, with my all time block nose...

Trying to keep myself asleep during the whole night but stayed awake for almost 3 hours...

I guess I've missed being ill too much that I have not recovered since Monday...

Blues.

ROCK.

Till then,

Kok Seng

Pardon my post, it's to fret away some thoughts.

我要学着,去爱你一个人

2008-11-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

为什么浪费时间在一个不可能的感情? .....

我要学着去喜欢你...

I think it's better to have this as the first picture, cos this man seems to take most space in this picture =D

We look the most BRIGHT =D TB23!!!

And to celebrate this memorable occasion, we had a different show like this!

Hoped everyone had a happy day on last friday? =D

Opps, their 2 heart joins! =)

More of the gals kind of photo? Smile!

Of course, we need a wilder side! That's it Hehehe.

Thanks Marcus ChanG and MDC for the photos!

Till then,

Eason

Something Mystified

2008-11-05T09:33:00.000+08:00

我书座上的香水, 只剩下那一点...
从没实现的摇滚梦, 我也走过了好几遍...
断玄的吉他,始终弹不出我要的答案...

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你值得真正的快乐,你应该脱下你穿的保护色,
为什么失去了,还要被惩罚呢,
能不能让悲伤全部在此刻...

从新开始活 .

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我已经相信,有些人我永远不必等,
所以我明白在灯火栏扇处为什么会哭...

想不到你,若无其事的说,这样滥情何苦.

Till then,

'Rain'

A tiring day and emotional evening

2008-11-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

Geez today was a long day, watched F1 till 2.30 am... and someone is so in-to Hamilton..hahaha, make-up lessons today were overwhelming that it's not over after that...

Had a briefing about scholarships and CCAs, that something Xtra!

It was 6.20pm... I have already called home that I will be back for dinner... but I stayed at the bus-stop for around 30 mins, with buses that I should board leaving one by one...listening to the background when the BA COMM guys are promoting their Stagewerkz..

And 3 Buses 151 left... with 2 single decks 154 leaving too... I wasn't really waiting anyway... Perhaps I'm just too tired...

Finally a double deck 154 came, and I played repeats of my favorite Mayday Song... Then I dozed till I reach St. Andrews.

Sometimes some things are really worth the wait. But some.

Weren't worthwhile.

So if you wanna quit waiting, hope on to the next 154.

该说的也已经说,该做的也做了.

怪缘分不够.

Till then,

'Rain'

Bak Kut Teh 肉骨茶

2008-10-29T09:19:00.003+08:00

浓郁的香味...甜蜜的回亿...

干甜的滋味...温热的感觉...

每次母亲熬的汤,我都会喝得肚子满满的...

特别是她自己调料Bak Kut Teh.
那,是她的杰作...

直到今天, 不管是母亲做的哪道菜, 我们都会拼命的噻!

老母,感谢今晚的Bak Kut Teh, 不只是今天的.... =D

老母,多谢你让这家带来了温暖!

老母,晚安!

儿子,

诚

然后呢? 你会快乐吗?

2008-10-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

持久的伤痕...

你决定走出从前的不快乐, 要让所有的伤悲停在此刻...

然后呢?

你会从此因为世界快乐而笑了.

你不是真正的快乐,

而.

你的笑只是你穿的保护色...

伤痕也不可能完全的愈合.

难道就想包着遗憾直到老了?

Till then,

Eason

Buzz!

2008-10-21T19:02:00.001+08:00

Mmm, what's the buzz huh!

hahaha, well it's sometimes this hard for time to pass as I'm waiting for the Toilet King to come out of the toilet...

It takes him FLAT THIRTY minutes for a bath...

Wonder what's wrong with the water tap....

------------Edited---------
I saw this tagline while i was browsing thru Mayday videos at Youtube...

知道Family这个单词的含义吗？

爸 F ather
和 A nd
妈 M other
我 I
爱 L ove
你 Y ou
爸和妈我爱你=家庭

Till then,

Eason

到了一定的时间...这种感情...也随时间消失.

2008-10-15T17:03:00.001+08:00

以前有这种想法... 不论做什么,都只想到好处...只为成绩奋斗...

但现在的我发现, 原来很多成绩买不到的东西, 惟有简朴的思想才能得到...

有时我也在想,

人类...

到底还有那把火吗?

Till then,

Eason

He

2008-10-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

This is my brother...

I dun really like spamming of emotion-cons on MSN...

but you see what happens when i asked him to stop?

Enlarge it to see it better...

No respect for elderly...

Till then,

Eason

Tonight....

2008-10-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

I want to spend tonight in a more special way...

By Blogging tonight!

lol, that's not a teaser...

All right, school is starting real soon, like 4 days' time, and I'm still quite unsettled with my work... Guess it's always this much harder as the work gets tougher!

Okay, I will not grumble, but hey! It was Olivia's Birthday the past Monday and it has been quite 'eventful' since planning her birthday was tiring and fun?

Why???

Look, I was dragged down to shop for her present with You-Know-Who and we took around 4 hours... to walk around Vivo... Imagine me waiting around the chairs, napping around Vivo as You-Know-Who walked around and shopped for Olivia's gift...

But I shall speak some justice, Olivia, if you're reading this, You-Know-Who was actually looking more of her own stuff too! So if you think she got a wrong pick for you... BLAME HER!

HAHA.

All right, all right, I shall let you guys handle the rest and here's some photos for you guys to check out!

It's filling!

You-Know-Who got a new hairstyle, Olivia thinking of what to wish for.

Former Squad, All the best to Eleanor, good luck to myself with the other 2 monsters.=D

You see, That's me, but is it the beard or what?

Sorry, had to force you to look at me before you can continue reading...

But, I'm even sorry to tell you that...

Till then,

Eason

PS: Please don't throw stuff at me for fooling you.

After this, so?

2008-09-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I do ponder things like, so what today is gone? Why bother things beyond your control?

Yet I still 'enjoy' torturing myself by thinking and fascinating things that I hope they would really happen, like ...??

It's just like, I try to fall asleep but ended up awake thinking about things that I could just forget about.

Ummm, perhaps this's life?

The past week has been really crazy. My boss was so reluctant to let me off that I had to work like a 'Crazy Horse'! But overall, it was quite fun to get so tired but still enjoyable! HAHA

About 'Crazy Horse', it's a secret among ourselves. =D

Wanted to take an off on Monday, but Mr Benedict convinced me to eat with the rest of the brothers on Tuesday!

Mmmm, it's 2 weeks more to something that's called School Life!

Wish everyone that things will stay well and happy always!

Don't take things too hard. =)

Till then,

Eason

<> to Semester 3?

2008-09-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

This song is quite challenging to skip, because of its captivating lyrics and melody?

Ah, perhaps so?

Anyway, this week has been a crazy week.
It was the once-in-a-year Mooncake Festival...
Been involved in the PDE discussion panel, the announcement of this semester results, selection of class timetable and busy at work!

I couldn't even take half day off today although it was class timetable selection!
Lucky thing is that the warehouse is quite near from my house =D

Not bad, I think I'm beginning to enjoy my work more and feeling less lethargic nowadays?

Oh, talking about results, what I would say is that, hmm, I really can do better! And I guess hopes are pinned much higher as Semester 3 ends as Semester 4 follows up quickly!
I'm quite happy with myself, as well as the people around me! I mean the peeps that hang out closely together in school?
Like Zhen Ling, Ewen, Marcus (Dot Chan), Olivia, Stacy and more!
You guys really made a great improvement!

Not forgetting those whom are at the lower GPA range, well, as far as studies concern, you can always come and approach me for help! But something to take note, don't pester! hahhahaha =D
Don't take them too hardly, because there's always chances open for you to improve in the coming semesters!

Okay... for the breathtaking moment. It's time for my results!

CMA- AD
EBA- A
FMGT- A
ECD-B+
HRM- B+

ENTRE- Passed.(But no grade?!?!?!)

Hahahhaha, I wouldn't say I'm pleased with this set of result, but overall, it's quite a good one. Guess I didn't pin down ECD because of my project. I mean, the proposal part! The Bazaar Experience was real great yeah! =)

HRM, not much to talk about, it's like lucky or no luck? I guess it's because of my theory? Project could be done better, like more stringent checks?

So about class selection, I'm quite cool with my new timetable. I guess it's time to bid goodbye to one of the serving members, Eleanor, who's in a different tutorial group this time round, Ju-er will help her along, so I'm not really worried =)

What a post! I mean, a multiple post?

Is that the right word for it?

Spell checks anyone?

Wake me up at 7 ya, I'm off to my sleep!

Sweet Dreams, to all beings.

Till then,

Kok Seng

(PS: Hehe, I want to see someone's erm, reaction =D )

婆婆

2008-09-11T19:08:00.002+08:00

She may have been a nuisance at times.
She may have been too nosey for her age.

But.
If she doesn't grumble, it won't be her.
If she does take it easy, for sure that's not her.

You see, certain people have certain attitudes.
That sometimes if they don't react to them (normally), it won't be the unique him/her =D

So, I appreciate each and everyone.
I respect your doings, and attitudes.

Mmm, I tend to rely too much on people that sometimes I don't think of the "what ifs"

After 2 days of rest, tomorrow's a working day!

"Mr Lim, where's the..."

Till then,

Eason

火 Fire

2008-08-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

爱得懦弱.遗失的沙漠花朵.

Hard Rock's Belief in Music.
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Suddenly this song went around my mind, perhaps it's the lyrics-striking.

So life on the job has been pretty mundane, not mind-breaking! And I've mastered the other 2 forklifts, at last!

=D

For now, work-eat-sleep-play.

Ping Pong Saga's over, so mediation really helps =)

Once again, let's continue believing that nothing is impossible!

Cheers to you all (yes, YOU!)

Till then,

Eason

Surely, it seems like time past even quicker now...

2008-08-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

I just wondered why time passes that quick this semester, it feels like yesterday when I just started Year 2.... But hey! We are around the mids of Year 2!

It feels quick.I just don't know why.~

Damn, the player just picked up a heart warming song by Victor <<现在最想见的人>>... Ironically.

One way I felt that I didn't do much in pursuing the things in life especially this year... One way I didn't think there was a need to...

What's this feeling! This is just like fishing... at times when I reel in, the fish starts to struggle; when I laxed out, it keeps on biting the bait.

I was fascinated by this product from Philips, called the LivingColors... if you're wondering what kind of product this is, here it is:

Simple, yet vibrant.

Perhaps, each day is a LivingColor. You determine what you want to expect or you follow nature's course.

I suddenly realised my I am 2 months older from my 18th-Birthday-Celebration.

How about you?

Are you discovering more of your life?

Till then,

Eason

Bye Bye Melbourne.

2008-08-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

Hey Bernie, if you manage to see this...

So sorry, can't go to Melbourne now, hope to see you soon before June next year ya.~

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Mmmm, HRM wasn't that good overall, got con by the lecturer!

As for FMGT and CMA, it can be interesting to follow up =)

BS 2.1 Here I come~

Till then,

Eason

Complain! Red Face! Angry!

2008-08-14T17:50:00.000+08:00

Haha, sorry la weibin....

See! Just a post for u, feel honoured or not?

Rock Hard People.

Till then,

Eason

Adrenaline=Cooper S

2008-08-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

Recently I sat in a Cooper S, and it was being piloted by some one who's always finding excitement.

And the timing was even better. Before my Amaths Exam.

Heh. Dun expect a comfortable drive from him, since he managed to sprint thru the school in less than a 1.5 minutes...

I felt quite nauseous after the ride, since that guy literally showed off how the turbo and the engine worked so well off together.

Nice one, Stig Leong.

Updates: It seemed that big mouth WeiBin told a lot of people:
-Olivia
-Kaixin
-James
......this is getting interesting

Till then,

Eason

Strum-Strum.

2008-08-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

Introducing Strum Strum!

A new product devised by the name of Lim *ah* seng.

Lol, what a start. Today I'm gonna announce that Ms Tan Wei Bin is a bigmouth!

okok, why?

Ask her lor, if she tell you, tell me.

List of people who knows the 'thing' thru Wei Bin:
1.Kaixin......

Till then,

Eason

A Pack of Dark Chocolate

2008-08-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

Recently, I love you.

Yes, you, made me thought that Love was easy to know, easy to go, easy to flow with.

Chocolates, shall I say, the Darks...

With this, I begin this night with a song by Jam Hsiao, called "Forgive Me", it's quite solemn to hear it in the night, but it also shows much assurance that this is the song for tonight.

Forgive me, for not letting you to know, go and flow with.

Because...

I'm always holding you during my dreams.

Till then,

Eason

Gotcha!

2008-08-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY

haha, sharing something small but light!

bernie asked me this question: what is xiao bai + xiao bai?

......

I gave an answer...

No.

Nope..

It's this...

.....

..'.

NICE ONE MATE!!!

Till then,

Eason

你的月亮代表着谁的心?

2008-07-30T08:31:00.000+08:00

很好奇,到底你的心在想着谁? 有没有偷偷地想着他?

原来老歌的意思,醉在他/她自己的美.

我们的心里有座只有少数人能到达的地方, 废话!
当然是咱们的太阳与月亮啦!

这一首歌听越久,越叫人醉在其中~~

<<月亮>><<代表>><<我们的>><<太阳/月亮>>

Till then,

Eason

Sometimes.

2008-07-27T14:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when you are tired, and no one's there for you...

Don't worry, listen to some soothing songs...

I mean, it might not really help, but sometimes, songs are stronger than words of encouragement.

Don't believe me?

Listen to the song on the blog.

It's not meant to turn you into an emo monster...

Just wanna tell you music can form into a large part of your life, but only if you believe in yourself.

Roll on chaps, roll on...

Till then,

Eason

Mylarone Crossroads

2008-07-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

Let's start by talking a little bit about my in-ear headphones,i just bought it recently, read from many reviews his pros as well as his cons, most notably would be the high breakdown rate.

Hmm, It was a bet over its excellent sound quality... and i chose to.

Now back to the post, in life we really gamble a lot, regardless it's minor or major matters... Ever wonder why?

Hahha, I don't really know the reason, I gamble a lot, but not in 4D, Toto or Big Sweep, but I gamble a lot in life, perhaps in each gamble there's a 'story' behind it, and behind this 'story', it just keeps us growing stronger.

I've been moving my focus from school work to family, and whenever there's a possibility for me to alter my tight 9am to 5 pm schedule, I would make use of the chance and try to allocate more time with my family.

I'm not slacking, I'm just trying my best to spend more time with my loved ones, hahaha =D

I don't know why, but I just feel that nothing is much more 'warm' than with your family...

Indeed, it's another bet in life, and bets wouldn't end.

Till then,

Eason

Sunrise.

2008-07-17T12:02:00.003+08:00

Yes, I see the sunrise again!

lol, i'm just relaxing now, looking at how much stress i had past 2 weeks. Today is a break, before I'm gonna gear for yet another week of events!

Cleared some overdue tutorials, including preps for amaths test later, weibin complained that tuesday one was bad, I wonder how bad is her bad.

Aii, why does time passes so slow, waiting for ah ma's packed food! And it's a good day, without a cup of coffee, hmm, guess I managed to survive without it... Plus I'm instructed not to drink that often by doc.

School life is blunt, luckily I could get naps in between bus trips...

I wouldn't think that sch stuff is pilling up, but i guess it's also about time to start revision for exams!

Oh yes, regarding the announcement, don't wait for it. It's pointless anyway.

This post is used to kill 15 mins of a Thursday-afternoon.

Enjoy!

Till then,

Eason

Sheer Luck

2008-07-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

Managed to watch Top Gear Season 11 on GTR vs Bullet Train, Jezza was lucky that May and Hammond missed the train... If not May and Hammond might really have won the race at Japan!

Really interesting, looking at how Jezza manipulates the GTR to his driving style, GTR really is a master piece of the 21st century!

Perhaps it's not really down to luck, it's about speed anyway~

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If you realised I wasn't there, there must be a reason, I don't skip classes often, I'm just too tired of being alone.

Kai even asked me a question just now, "I feel that you have been left out"

Yeah, I agree with you, but I really had no choice. If I had not chose to be left out, and even if I had the choice, I really want to be with someone that I can appreciate, share, laugh, smile, and bicker together, of course, I don't really think anyone would fit into that category yet.

I guess I will give the formal announcement soon. To my form team, start guessing. There's a prize.

Right now, I just want someone whom I can talk and share with.

I'm still waiting for the right person to arrive into my life. Obviously, no one has.

Till then,

Eason

心中的日月.幸福的月亮.

2008-07-10T23:42:00.003+08:00

Today we have a very special guest with us, and that is our crazydog, ms kexian (dun ask me why ms, i also dunno whether need to put miss/mrs?)

LOL

So today has been a tiring day, but I know sure a number of BS students must have slept till like later than 8 am... If you are one of those, don't worry, I won't know you anyway. Ah Yes, Kexian's Friend, Yi Shan, You are wanted.

LOL

Just nice, I am listening to one of my all time r and b love ballad, 心中的日月. Smooth Transition among the bridge, I like the chorus a lot, especially.

Aiii, it's getting a bit boring, but don't worry, BECAUSE... this saturday i bet it's gonna be a blast.

I can't stop praying for rain to come tmr... SO THAT saturday is rain-free!

So we have around 2 more months to sem break!

And I guess I will jolly well stick to Project Infiniti.

=X

Nothing will be leaked out till then.

Eason

Blue Jazz

2008-07-08T09:02:00.002+08:00

Recently got in love with Eason's Dao Dai Ren Sheng, don't ask me why, but I feel so much more soul in his songs =D

So what's in store now?

Yesterday was CMA Test 2, and I saw our dear module leader walking briskly this morning, and i mean it, she couldn't be bothered with those nonsense, all the best 'cher for the marking of the papers!

So right now, I'm at the Space of Ours at block 72, LOL, sorry, trying to be lame again, but I guess this morning is quite a good morning... oh hold on, it's raining outside now... that's a sudden change, now it's raining even heavily, guess the skies are also crying for too much of those global warming.... A guy just slipped and fell on the slope...

It's quite quiet over here, together with the jazz music.

It won't be soon before long you can enjoy all these again~

Therefore, appreciate what's around you, even for that slight moment.

Till then,

'Eason'

Strawberry= Sweet and Sour

2008-07-05T23:28:00.002+08:00

It's really been the week, where I really faced a number of memorable stuff.

It was the -soon-before-long kind of stuff that it really came. Yes, I'm back in holding one day stalls blah blah blah! It's really... sweaty, tough, rough, and... sweet. Why? Ask what's the in stuff at NP last friday. they will tell you, "Yogurt Cakes!" Darn, it's definitely tough and sweaty for our marketing manager named Rico! Not forgetting the PRs and Cashier like Olivia, Eleanor and Wei Bin. One last thing. My bro even went down and help! HO SAY BRO!

And it's really mind stretching since my laptop gave up on me. I am really shocked. Becuase I din't do any backup on my hard disk. and it so happened that it was the hard disk read error!

Parents grilled me on Thurs and Friday. Luckily Aunt sponsored me a new one... if not I can't imagine how my V3000 will go on and work 24/7... hahahha

So the new one has just been bought this afternoon. It should be quite strong, with the solid casing and the extended warranty.

At least I have one less thing to worry!

Nevertheless, I killed my 1st laptop in 1.5 years.

wow.... LOL

Okay, I will hit more than 3 years for this new one! I promise! =X

Till then,

Eason

WHAT A DAY!

2008-06-27T20:59:00.008+08:00

And yes, I'm surprised. REALLY.
Because I never expected this. lecture group, my birthday. Celebrating together.

I just wanna say, THANK YOU TO ALL WHOM HAVE sang! cheered! wished! smiled and say "happy birthday".

I'm serious and truthful of what I have said during the speech. You guys really made a difference in my life, some of you I may not have really chat or talk with, but, it's really cool and good feeling to have the lecture guys, yes, YOU ALL, celebrating my birthday!

There are lots to thank, there are a lot of dedications received. But there is a common wish for all of you, from me to YOU. That is, all the best in everything, and most importantly, stay & be healthy! Because nothing is even important than ur own health! Without a good health, you can even risk waking up not looking at the sunrise tomorrow.

I don't know why I feel this way, but nothing really is more important than A SMILE.

Perhaps it should be said "a smile a day, keeps the doctor away"~~

Maybe I just list out some friends bah, if not our dear OLIVIA, KAIXIN, or even FENGLING might get jealous.
Hold on, did I not mention about MINGKAI AND FRIENDS? like LEONARD, AH HUI, EDWIN, YUXUAN, JIA HUEY, CHUN LAI?
Ahh, die hard soccer fans like DARIUS, LEONG.

Yes, RICO I never forget about you, i will take revenge soon!

JAMES! EWEN! YI BIAO! oh, JOELINE and FRIENDS, like 881 CLAUDIA, KIM!

Ya I know, WILSON, UR NEXT! HUI HUI! CHUN RUI! yes, our EBA are together! Don't try to play with me... hahaha =D

let me see... Friends like KEXIAN! ROY! MARK! JONATHAN! MARCUS CHANG AND dot CHAN!

Random friends like TRUMAN! SHAROL! VALENCIA! LILIN!

Lastly, some gals like ELEANOR, ZHEN LING, NINA, NICOLE!

"&(*&(*&*(*&*&^%^&^%, WHERE'S MY NAME! "

CHEN WEI BIN, thanks for organising! I know YOU LOVE ME. LOL

Some candid moments:

I really shocked, he said something like "This Sunday we are going to have an event that's called KOK SENG'S BIRTHDAY" How to run?

Wah lao, they came in from side doors la!

That's Speech Time! Ah Kai patiently holding the cake!

That's me and KS no.2! I HAD TO CARRY THAT HOME!

Our CMA tutor allowed KS no.2 to study without a table! HAHA =p

AND LASTLY.

That's for your guys! THANKS FOR the cards! the monkey! the watch!

But I know deeply in my heart, u guys rocked the hell out of me.

See you later peeps!

Till then,

Eason(on the verge of being 18th)

Where Dreams Became Reality

2008-06-26T10:41:00.002+08:00

Dreams come and go. But I still could feel it after the dream.

Is this real or fake?

I just got a new call in my new group, apparently, i have been asked to move to another group.

But why my group?

Or does that tutor has a plan?

I really want to know the reason.

In a month's time, we shall see that.

On a happy note, my bro just got me mayday's live dvd! hahhaha, my mum got me a levis jeans...

Wah touched...

=D

Till then,

Eason

#301- Moulding What's Important to YOU

2008-06-22T22:40:00.007+08:00

Yeah, that's the heading for this post. Not a motivational post, but a sensational one.

Because life's being good for me, and I'm happy with it.
Because I'm lucky to have my family.

"Oei siao don't emo there leh!"

KL hols has been really good, and I really mean it.

Not just Genting Highlands, but also Melaka! Not forgetting Pulau Ketam!

These 3 places, old places with sensational memories.
They kept up with the sake of keeping up, yet preserving most of its culture. Recommended Places to go to catch up with relatives! Because you can chat, eat, drink, (then drunk) there!

And to make this sound even more interesting, I'm listening to one of my favourite long time love ballads, Lee Hom's Forever Love.

It's those kind of songs that you want them to stay as long as possible. You can hymn with it, as long as you want.

And for this, let me share with you my holidays in pictures:

First Stop~

That's 7pm over at the Apartments...Awesome!

"Chuan" in Hokkien... Half way stop.

Walking from the slope upwards~ We saw this!

Ahh.... Childhood.

Sneek peek on the small ferris wheel~

Drinking Coffeebean at GENTING HIGHLANDS! SONG! oh ya, ah kuan shu and ah san jie.

And here's our Ah Boy! hahha old man alrdy, still boy!

That's Qing Shui Yan, last time it wasn't that massive, it's only a few rocks, now it's 15 storeys! What a difference 3 years made~

A side view of Qing Shui Yan.

Rumbling Around~~
No Need to fight, got senior citizens, slowly walk...

See! I told you it's okay what. =D

So what happens when we merge with the 8 Deities?

The 2 Brothers~

Magnificent!

1st Aunt! With family backs in the background. =X

Monkey King, with Ah San-Ah Kuan Couple~

Last picture over at Genting. Kindness in Chinese.

Haha, I'm going to stop here for now! Classes resume tmr!

CT results on its way~

Feeling good about it!

Till then,

Eason

ZEN!

2008-06-13T16:17:00.002+08:00

Moshi moshi, today heng japanese so I started off with that... hahaha

ok, let's start.

Yup, it's friday OLEDI, a day-where-all-ends-of-earth-meet, okay cold again.

Start again?

Nah, because tonight I'm leaving for KL! aiiii, finally going back because of holidays and not ppl-KO matters =X

I had to say that, because of many times back there, it's because of unprosperous stuff. AND YES, we are going to genting highlands!

It's 3 years since the last visit there, bet the stuff there dint change, if not I become tour leader again! lol, i remember the last time we went there, we nearly were lost at that place~

And yes, today's interview was good =D

Here we go again~

Till then,

David

299th entry. Prelude

2008-06-06T16:23:00.003+08:00

With the number '299' in mind, I thought it would be good to do a minilog of what has happened over the past year....

So, last year this time, I guessed I'm still at the growing phase where I'm still wandering around with regards towards the goal of my life, as well as the immature nature of mine towards pursuit of gals.

Yes, I'm very opened over here, since it's my blog! hahah, yes, that's a truth.

So as the months progressed, I've scored my first gpa of the first semester, clocked it under 3.875. And then I started to slacken, in terms I changed my study style to a more relaxed manner, u could expect a drop over that score, but it wasn't too much a drop and yes, I've been grumbling to myself about that drop, because I believed, and I strongly believed, it was my fault that caused that drop.

And so, as we continued to progress, I realised myself changing, with regards to mentality. I begun to realised that in order to succeed, there was a certain pattern towards the modules and my weaknesses.

Pin on the strength and strive again, that's what my goal for this third semester.

And of course, I need new essence towards my form team, and there you go, new member on board. hahaha, indeed, he has injected a new "zen" to the team, more male hormones, more laughter, and stronger bonds. He has taught me there are many other ways to look into a problem. He has also taught me what to do to improve something that's better to best.

And a year ago, my immaturity, changed towards what I've been self proclaiming as more wild, more open-minded, stronger soul.

Not inferring that I've lost interest in gals, but, I think this is the time I should focus towards school life, with reference to the term 'mugger', I would say I want to be a better person in terms of holding out friendships now, rather than what I've repeated upteen times before, within the last 100-150 posts, about M-force.

Aha, indeed, I would be older this month.

Let's move forward to a lighter, sexier, stronger me.

Cheers everyone,

Eason

For now, just dance~

2008-06-05T21:32:00.004+08:00

And I really mean it, dance with your soul... LOL...

But, how am I supposed to?

When I'm falling sick.

Damn that flu/fever/sore throat bug.

And apparently I'm the last member in the family to be passed with the virus.

wow, again!

Till then,

Eason

Memories are die hard

2008-06-01T17:30:00.003+08:00

Yes I have been touching on this topic for quite some time, but I guess, it's good because it keeps you being loved.

Not just that, but sometimes memories are lessons to remember too...

And I finally found the song!

hahaha, olivia -bee-hoon song.

ok anyway, we are 3 tests away~

When all things fail, love prevails

2008-05-30T09:37:00.005+08:00

And that's the topic of this entry... I've realised something that was crucial in everyone's heart, perhaps it's a rediscovery...

where love prevails, when all others fail.

It just struck my mind when the elections failed, I recollected the event in my mind... What was really important to me wasn't the post afterall, because there were other great opportunities out there.

And there, was another one...

What is important, it's the love between friends, families and strangers, of which some people whom I may not know came and vote for me, which is like a 'wow' thing, because I didn't chose to be all-out aggressive for the campaign, so in that sense it's more of voluntary work, hahhaa =D

Yup, and there was it, not just boy-like-gal,gal-like-boy love... but it was friendship that prevails in the end!

Thanks guys,

With love and all the best to CTs!

To anyone whom have helped me in any sense, here's a song for you to enjoy, may not apply to friendships, but i guess, it's quite a love song =)

----------------------UPDATE-----------

Ah Kwek suddenly prompt me on his blog to do up these set of questions... LOL
1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Listen up to her reasons first, then decide what to do next, but most probably might be because of my workload that kept her bored. haha, can't deny that.

2.If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Date with my gal, hahah, eh, can it be my bdae wish? HAHA

3.What will your dream wedding be like?
- Traditional Chinese Wedding plus a little more romance, perhaps at the beach side, depends on my partner, lol, budget can NEGO... LOL

4.Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- I'm an optimistic guy, not that confused anyway, since I've decided what my path would be, contingency plan has been established fyi.

5. What your ideal lover like?
- Lover = passionate, can be a little ungentle, most important thing is understanding each other.
Wife= a different theme. LOL

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- I'm blessed now by having and doing both things, hahaha =D

7.How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- No matter what happens, as long as she's happy, then i'm fine waiting.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- As long as not married, means probability of being with her is still there! yoosh!

9.Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Not really, just that sometimes I need more rest than usual.

10.Is being tagged fun?
- I seldom got tag, so it's quite exciting? hahahha, damn, kwek is a guy la.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- I should be 28 years old by then, and I think I should have a partner by then? lol, career wise would be something around the post of a store manager? or perhaps a grade lower?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- As long I know you, your important to me in many sense.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- He's good in keeping my 'emo' days occupied. LOL

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- I don't think getting married is being poor, perhaps poor in the sense of socialising with my social friends?

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- Off my alarm and start listening to some music.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- If I were to get into one now, it would be a 60-40 priority, ultimately going out with her at this time depends on my schedule! LOL
- If I were to get into one like after NS, I don't mind spending weeks with her for a year, cos after that I need to prepare for future needs! =D

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- but how can i trust myself more when i'm loving 2 people at the same time? Impossible, I would choose not to love any of them. unless there's mutual feelings?

18. What type of friends do you like?
- Can crack open my nutshell, that's it. hahha

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- Being too selfish is bad, really bad.

20. How many people you think that they fall in love with you now?
- TONS? hahhaha, no la, they will fall for my smile! LOL, ok seriously, I don't know this answer.

Tagged by: Ever-ready Buddy, Kweker

Not going to put any force tags!

HAHA

DIY!

--------------------------END OF UPDATE----------------

Till then,

Eason

Lethargic?

2008-05-26T11:16:00.002+08:00

It's that how you spell lethargic?

Ah yes, my spell check machine recognise that as the correct spelling. And I need to relish my energy before moving onto revision!

It's just plain laziness, so since it's going to JUNE, which is wah "siao" going to be "older"(and since when was the last time I'm called a boy?)... I decided to type out a post on my wishlist!

From the start till now, it's so unlike my nature of posting an entry!

Okay, revert to normal.

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Wishlist of Eason:

1) A Happier Me, not just being the "thinker" of the team.
2) Perhaps a Hugo Boss Cologne? I've no habit of applying cologne, lol, wanna give it a shot.
3) An acoustic or electric guitar, since I know the "basics" lol, wanna give it a shot too.
4) Hold my own "concert", Yes, I've been dreaming for it since I started to sing the 90s.
5) And finally, a stronger family bond between my bro/sisters and parents, have been focused with friendship bonds, now it's time to balance it out!

Perhaps you guys might want to know why I'm called Eason?

Haha, don't ask for a definite reason, it just rhymes with yi shen (doctor) in chinese... hahaha, my handwriting, you see.

Those who know me well can recognise me with my "legillable" handwriting.
Yes, I know, it really is good in the sense of hiding the truth.

LOL.

Till then,

Eason, the doctor's doctor. =D

Back to Basics

2008-05-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

I'm hooked with Lee Hom's 落叶归根...

The start by the violins, Lee Hom's humming... getting in place with the meaningful lyrics...

Particularly like these 2 set of lyrics...
命运的安排
遵守自然的逻辑
谁都无法揭谜底...

我的爱像落叶归根
家唯独在你身边

I understand the meaning of the song.

But where's my Home?

Wonderland, ironically.

Till then,

Eason

Reborn.

Heart-ware Post

Overdue!

永远的出头天!

我有我的路..我有我和你的梦.一起抱着希望前进!

Guitars get crazy~

D.N.A

Belief.

After that, so... ?

放肆爱.放肆追求梦想!

'老'歌.

你的微笑是魔法 =D

八月降临!~

不是故意学坏 不是不知悔改

你和我. 最重要的小事.

Work-Life Balance

Nutty Love.

为什么拯救地球是个完美结局? 谁来拯救我的超能力?

属于自己的彩虹,挥霍爱人的耐心

放肆去闯,只想得到信仰.

绚丽的 DNA

意外的旅客

我提着简简单单的行李,要走出对你的狂恋

今天天空是快乐的.

离别之前,再次送给彼此一种温柔

灵魂能有多重?

永远等待那一天 咱可当出头天.

We've Only Just Begun.

卸下了武装, 然后呢?

IBSM 2009

A Day before school restarts.

Missions- Accomplished!

爱的可信度.

Project 19

After a week back in Singapore....

A quiet start with a happy ending = IBSM

一把吉他,一个被完成的梦想.

有谁又会自认自己曾经太年轻?

你不是真正的快乐.Ring Ring

选择属于我们的东西

7-11. Isn't really convenient.

When all roads end and meet.

情歌. 轻轻哼着. 哭着.笑着.

用力抱着. 坚持的信念.

With 10% sales lost, there is still 90% chances out there!

NIU YEAR LOVE

Number #348

若是我有一百万.

一念之间, 错与对的战斗

Sight. Sigh.Wednesday~

One-by-one

Not a Routine Update.

摇滚的热血!

09 Reflection.

人生的100种表情.

JUMP!

离开不是真正快乐的地球表面.

Term Break Number 4

我们真在默默地寻找... 我们的另个世界.

Believe that it will happen.

What's the fuzz about? Sing to the D.A.R.K. (not dawn hehe)

曾经被遗忘的过去, 就让我们疯狂的回味.

Pricky Throat

我要学着,去爱你一个人

Something Mystified

A tiring day and emotional evening

Bak Kut Teh 肉骨茶

然后呢? 你会快乐吗?

Buzz!

到了一定的时间...这种感情...也随时间消失.

He

Tonight....

After this, so?

<> to Semester 3?

婆婆

火 Fire

Surely, it seems like time past even quicker now...

Bye Bye Melbourne.

Complain! Red Face! Angry!

Adrenaline=Cooper S

不是故意学坏不是不知悔改

永远等待那一天咱可当出头天.